De Stressing

This will be short.  For the past few months (up to now) I think I'm stressed and depressed.  I noticed it when I open my blog...it's so gloomy *_* and so I decided to change my template and added some other features.  I also promised my self to declutter my room; throw the things I haven't use for months, eat more healthy like now I'm eating apples instead of potato chips, organize my files and find other job (well i wanted to resign effective immediately in my current job but it's so uneconomical and I hope my sister is not reading this post or else I'll get another sermon from her).

Before I turn a year older I wanted to be someone: the real me, the me who just smile and forgive so easily, the me who doesn't care what other people say.  In short the 10 years old me but this time it should be the mature one.

Have you listened to U2's Beautiful Day? It's a wonderful song here are some parts of it's lyrics:

"See the world in green and blue 
See China right in front of you 
See the canyons broken by cloud 
See the tuna fleets clearing the sea out 
See the Bedouin fires at night 
See the oil fields at first light 
And see the bird with a leaf in her mouth 
After the flood all the colors came out "

"What you don't have you don't need it now 

What you don't know you can feel it somehow "

Enjoy the day!