As twelve midnight strikes which signifies the coming of the new year, I suddenly looked back to the previous year...nothing has changed...not an inch which makes me sad because everybody is just changing and I don't feel the same and I don't know why and it creeps me.
"Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing and I don't feel the same"
-Everybody's Changing, Keane
I tried to have a positive perspective, there are times that this attitude helps me but most of the time I just feel down without knowing what's causing it.
"All night hearing voices tellin' me that I should get some sleep
Because tomorrow might be good for somethin'
Hold on, feelin' like I'm headed for a breakdown
And I don't know why"
-Unwell, Matchbox Twenty
And it lingers...
"And if you close your eyes,
Does it almost feel like
You've been here before?
How am I gonna be an optimist about this?
How am I gonna be an optimist about this?"
-Pompeii, Bastille
-Pompeii, Bastille
So most of the time I just show my smiling face because it's easier than explaining to others how I feel. I feel like a zombie and I sometimes catch myself in the burst of crying.
"Let me take you down
Cause I'm going to Strawberry Fields
Nothing is real
And nothing to get hung about
Strawberry Fields forever
Living is easy with eyes closed
Misunderstanding all you see
It's getting hard to be someone
But it all works out
It doesn't matter much to me"
-Strawberry Fields Forever, The Beatles
The Beatles or the Rolling Stones? Hard question since both of them are great. I repeat: BOTH OF THEM ARE GREAT so the only option I have is to be great! I am young, I'll make a lot of mistakes and it's okay.
"I can feel it in my bones
Gimme sympathy
After all of this is gone
Who'd you rather be?
The Beatles or the Rolling Stones?
Oh, seriously
You're gonna make mistakes, you're young
Come on, baby, play me somethin'
Like, "Here Comes the Sun"
Come on, baby, play me somethin'
Like, "Here Comes the Sun"
-Gimme Sympathy, Metric
-Gimme Sympathy, Metric
It's gonna be hard but this is my life and I should take charge and control it. I will be great and whistle a happy tune :)
"Hey heart, won't you run again
On the highway, on the highway
Cause it's your heart, it's alive
It's pumpin' blood
And it's your heart, it's alive
It's pumpin' blood
And the whole wide world is whistling"
-Pumpin Blood, NONONO
Awesome playlist and some deep thoughts!
ReplyDeleteI kind of understand a some of things you talked about. Ecveryone said they changed but i don't feel it either. I did have a harsh experience just before Christmas, it really hasn't changed me, yet, but I guees it ended a cycle and another will begin.
Even if we are down, I find it easier to smile, at least I won't bring other people down and I keep a very positive mind, but sometimes it's hard, but you have to keep on trying. And everyone makes mistakes, until the day they die, wether you are a child or already an adult.
We just have to keep moving forward no matter what.
Happy New Year and I hope you can find your answers and have an awesome year!
Hope I didn't bother you with all my talking. Thanks
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Not at all, I actually appreciate it Xana thanks and we just have to keep on trying and I'll be quoting Pink's Try- you gotta get up and try and try and try
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